Giving It Up...sort of

The other night, my friend and I were eating supper together and we were talking about some potential options in life. I was so excited about the things that could happen so I prayed. i said, 'God, please, let your will be done...but if you can, let this happen." As soon as I looked back up, I realized the stupidity of what I had just prayed. "let Your will be done, but..." Like, God I want your best but not if it's different than what I want. It's so foolish. The plans I have for myself can't compare to the amazing things that God may have for me. So, why do I continue to want less. maybe because it's easier because I know what my plans are...I don't, however, know what God's plans are.

So, after thinking about all this, I bowed my head again and prayed that God's will be done...period. And that is my continuing prayer...

~lola~